How I became so busy lately without a full-time job. I am a mother of two boys and a wife of a hard worker men. I had to decide whether to stay home with my kids or being professional worker and leave my kids with estranges. The emotional impact seeing my kids walking to a "house", where I didn't know what  to expect to happen behind the doors, was terrifying. I knew my kids were no well treated because they always cried when I left.  I couldn't  afford to have that heart breaking every day.  I decided to quit job to stay home with my kids. I knew I made the right decision when I notice my kids walked to their school with a big smile, without any tears, our moods totally changed and we became relaxed and happier. However, after six months at home, I felt that I worked more than ever with the only reward of having my kids happy and well treated. Now, I feel stress and frustrated because I have not income coming in. I do really want to work and we can't afford living with just my husband's income. I want to do something, I did research to open new businesses but it is hard and requires a lot of investment. Well, at this point I don't feel an estranger because I know we are not the only family going through this. I wonder if a mother has to always sacrifice everything for their family. whatever it is, I love my family and I hope someday I can become a full-time worker, mother, wife and women. At the end, it is less work than just being a housewife.